The best is the real YOU!

As my heart and mind are overwhelmed with the feelings of wondering how could I ever feel as though I am goood enough for this world and as my mind begins to run out of ideas of how I could ever be...I truly sit back in aw with how grateful I am, to get a chance to be imperfect in everything i do..I have had a very long road to have walked these past couple...more then a couple of years now, I have had to experience things in my life, that have played in an effect on my life all based off of  a someone made..or myself chose to make choice..There are things that I wish I could take back, the way I feel bout myself, and the way I wish I could move on with my life and truly find what it is I have been searching for..then I sit back with so much love in my heart that a my heavenly father would send me here to this earth, knowing that I would make mistakes..he knew the roads I would choose, would always lead me back to him..he knew the intensions of my heart and he saw what nobody else got the chance to see..His unconditional love sends me in a whirlwind of knowing, I know he lives..because I feel it every single day I wake up..that I have another day to become the person I am suppose to be..I cant even begin to tell you what it is right for you and neither can you do the same for me..but what I can tell you, is that each one of us were sent to this earth because we would need validation, love, compassion, forgiveness, kindness...all sorts of qualities we would need to be fully aware of, to BEcome as the Savior is..to love as he does, when he takes time to put others first..when he befriends the ones who have less of friends, to be the phone call someone needs when they feel like giving up, a friendly smile or a little laugh...or even just a "im sorry..i messed up!" The Savior...the most real man that could ever walk this earth, perfect as he is..and human like in every shape and form..He knew when he was in the wrong, he kept his word..he went out of his way to care, to be honest, to communicate...but amongst it all to forgive the ones who didnt deserve forgiveness and to bless the lives of others, by living the way Heavenly Father would have us live..and not as the world would have us live..and to trust each one of us to make our own choices to come back to him...and thru him we would find a way...even if it wasnt like everyone elses ;)