Take care of the one you love!<3

 Sex isn't something to just get over with. It is something to be enjoyed. It is something to be connected with two souls into one. It is something that we have to take into consideration as we fall more in love with that person. We do it by pleasing that person. By taking into consideration someone's feelings and wants and desires. It is when you feel something for that person everyday. It is when we can truly let someone in. 

With God it's possible!

 Your Gonna have days where it doesn't make sense. Where life is hard and everything in your heart feels like it could break. It is like you could break inside. I don't know how I am gonna make it thru today. I don't know how I make it thru any day without crumbling but what I do know is I make it. What I do know is I am able to carry on when I just wanna give up. However that is possible. Thru God and by him is the only way know I have been able to do any of this!

With God it's possible!

 Your Gonna have days where it doesn't make sense. Where life is hard and everything in your heart feels like it could break. It is like you could break inside. I don't know how I am gonna make it thru today. I don't know how I make it thru any day without crumbling but what I do know is I make it. What I do know is I am able to carry on when I just wanna give up. However that is possible. Thru God and by him is the only way know I have been able to do any of this!

Live the life that you love

You know I have heard this phrase lately, we don't get out of this world alive....but we were simply born into it that way and everyday we have the opportunity to find a way to live...to love...to be free. Nothing can hold us back..nothing will be what we want it to be in our heads..sometimes it'll be worse and sometimes it'll be even better then we could of ever dreamed of. But in this life we will find some of the best things living. We will find that going through some of the hardest things are what we have to go through to become who we are, we will find that faith and hope are those things that make us who we truly are and sometimes the worst things that happen to us, are when we loose focus of what is really important and what isn't doing us any good for our life. We each have choices every single day, we have to learn that through this life we need to trust that our mistakes will shape us into who we need to be, our heart aches are going to be someone else's blessing and our beliefs are gonna be the healing of someone's broken heart. We will learn that things we go through happen for a reason, not to put us thru or to make us suffer. But to help us remember that the small and simple things are who we need to be and what we will be. That the only way we are going to grow is when we lose to gain something. Don't let this life scare you. Don't let fear be the one thing that holds you back, neglect of something stop you from someone's reason to care for you and your little bit of faith stop you from believing. Not everything happens when we need nor want it too but it happens and we won't always find the answer when we want it but we will know when it does come about...cause it will be as simple and clear to u...as the taste of water. Don't let anyone hold you back from leading your heart. You are the only person in this world who holds the power of the life you live, the results you keep creating and the thing that go wrong. Not everything can be controlled. But things can definitely be where you can be proud of the life that you live in everyday. Life was never meant to be miserable. Just a simple blessing of comfort, tender mercies, forgiveness and love. So remember to remind the people you love that you care, the ones you adore that their important and that you only have the power of your life to the end of your finger tips. You can do anything you want, just have to be focused, driven and devoted. Don't give anything in you life half way. Do it with all of your heart and you will always be happier to know you did it and live with the pride in your heart to know good things do come to those that work hard.

Breath of heaven!

“Breath of Heaven”

Its that time of year again, and some of us are spending it as Newleyweds, brand new parents, and some of us are just enjoying Christmas with our family…some of us have snow on the ground and some of us get the chance to spend it in short sleeve shirts and have to cover the ground with fake snow ;) but what we all know something about this year is that it brings a feeling to each one of us that have opened our hearts to bring peace, joy and a simple assurance that the Son Of God is born this time of year and he is the reason for the season. Some of us may believe in Santa this year and some of us are seeking to find the true meaning of Christmas.

I will have you know, this past year I have found every reason to believe in this time of year, it is the only reason that I am still going. Because I am ever so aware that because the Son of God came to the earth to live an example for you and me, I have found miracles that came together through many sleepless nights, restless days, and constant thoughts. I am sure we each are aware of such a feeling like that.
God has never put us through more then we can handle, but what we also don’t hear after that is that he is walking by our side as we go through losing a loved one to death, divorce or a choice for them to walk out. Such a feeling can come over us that we just don’t understand, questions arise, doubts come over us and hurt begins to set in..some of us set back and ask “why me” some of us ask “what can we learn” and well then there are some of us that will do anything that they can to just let life pass us by without ever learning what the lesson possibly could be.

We each are put through the hardest trials, some that test us at our limits and we think what possibly could we have done to deserve such a thing…but that wasn’t the case when you had to go through it...someone, somewhere knew you fought in as you were in heaven with him and someone, somewhere knew that it was possible…that is simply why the word itself, “impossible says Im Possible”

I am sorry that you have had quite the year, but what I can tell you is that I am assured you are a new person today because of it!

This past year I have had the opportunity to go through school, 1600 hours later 2 tests, I am an official cosmetologist in the state of Arizona! Some of you will see that as an accomplishment being only 20 and having a career. Some will look at it as, that was easy couldn’t of been that hard. Well for me, it was the best thing that I ever had to go through. I went through school, with a full support system from my loving family, best friend and instructors that believed in me. Paying for everything myself, starting to date someone serious, end up marrying him and divorcing him, many new things I had to learn, knowledge that didn’t always make sense and having it all to sink in so it could be applied in the world. I was building a cliental that I could go out into the world and be made known. As I was building life long friendships with women, that were going through the exact same thing I was…and I lost myself in the whole mist of it all, to only find that I am proud of who I am today having to sacrifice family time, events and time. I am a women who now looks at what is really important and what is not. I appreciate family and every moment I get with them, I am a woman who loves to overcome fear and face it at whatever cost it may be. I am the woman who decides every single day that I want a better life for myself, because I DESERVE IT! Most of all, I have learned that I am the women, at the end of every day knowing that I did my best, I tried my hardest and I remember that everything is going to always be okay in the end. It just takes time, long suffering and a loving savior to always comfort you when you are down..

Remember this time of year, that yes it may seem as though everything happens all at once and sometimes life hurts the most when you are feeling the most vulnerable but sometimes it is the one time we will and can learn the most.

Hang in there!

Merry Christmas!
Happy Holidays! :)

Living my life

Have you ever heard that phrase, that you cant change your problems, with the same mindset you created them with?? Well... now you have! I have always lived my life, wanting to learn more. Needing to know more, and always trying to learn and move ahead in my life. I have found myself in situations that I never thought I would of been in, looking back knowing I did everything that I knew I could, with the knowledge that I had... always doing everything I could, to get myself out of uncomfortable situations and make sure certain mistakes would never repeated again...cause you see, I have always been that girl who hates making mistakes, but loving to grow from them. Weird, right..who is spending there life hoping that they dont make mistakes..what kind of life is that anyways? But all I have ever wanted is to be a good person, striving to do what is right, in every situation. Try to everything I could to make sure I didnt ever hurt anyone, myself and whatever else was involved..But these past two years I have come to appreciate the beauty in making mistakes,that I have the chance to learn so much more then it was not even living my life...You know, I dont try to go out looking for trouble, nor do I even want to create it..but what I am trying to do is create a life for myself that I have never had before. I have loved every bit of it. It has taught me to understand people who are struggling, to not judge a book by its cover,  to believe that the only thing we will ever find in this world is constant change and sometimes that is more then enough change that anyone will need. Because when we create change, it doesn't only touch our own lives by it also impacts others as well. It impacts them to see that every sinner is loved as much as the saint and every saint can sin as much as a sinner. Everyone has a pile of rocks they're carrying around. Some will just make it more obvious then others and sometimes others have just learned to handle lifes situations at its fullest in knowing we can't make the same mistake twice nor can we learn the same thing again. We will always be changing in such a way that it will expand our perspective to its fullest. :)

Mirror Image

I was always told growing up that one day that i was going to be able to find the man of my dreams..that he would take me to the temple and forever we would be sealed as a family..yet what i didnt know is the road it would take to get there.. I didnt know it was going to be so long..so rough and soo many choices at hand..we get into those mode sometimes and think that everything is just going to happen..it is just going to work out...but we let fear continue to stop us from progressing because it is easier to sit back and watch your life to pass by...instead of asking and watching the answers turn into yes...your belief turn into faith and your live for what you know, to bless lives. Ill have you know that I have had my fair share of experiences this year..Never did I ever think in my life, I would imagine me sitting here trying to figure out how to overcome the damage that was created in my life and continues to show up in my life..We all just want to be loved....we all just want to be heard..but what we dont realize is that sometimes the people that are hurting the most, is just the person who wont even take time for themselves..its hard isnt it? it is hard to be honest with ourselves...it is very hard to say the words that nobody hears..the ones we are afraid that people are going to judge us for..the ones that if people were to hear, they would look at us differently..as though we werent equal...but if we all could take off the masks we hide behind, the opinions we have created and the assumptions that hold us back. we would then see people at their most vulnerable state..we would care to love each other, selfish wouldnt even be a word, and unity is what we would created.. what has this world turned into..where lack of trust is common..lies are told instead of truth and betrayal is more common then the loyalty of ones word...what are you doing for the world today? To create something bigger then what you are..who you are...and what you will be.. Are you putting yourself aside? Or do you actually need to put yourself first, because you have put yourself off for so long, but fear holds you back, in fear that you will be viewed as a selfish person...but sometimes that is what we need to do to move forward..no matter how much it hurts..YOU MATTER!!! people want to give you back, what you continue to give..