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I was always told growing up that one day that i was going to be able to find the man of my dreams..that he would take me to the temple and forever we would be sealed as a family..yet what i didnt know is the road it would take to get there.. I didnt know it was going to be so long..so rough and soo many choices at hand..we get into those mode sometimes and think that everything is just going to happen..it is just going to work out...but we let fear continue to stop us from progressing because it is easier to sit back and watch your life to pass by...instead of asking and watching the answers turn into yes...your belief turn into faith and your live for what you know, to bless lives. Ill have you know that I have had my fair share of experiences this year..Never did I ever think in my life, I would imagine me sitting here trying to figure out how to overcome the damage that was created in my life and continues to show up in my life..We all just want to be loved....we all just want to be heard..but what we dont realize is that sometimes the people that are hurting the most, is just the person who wont even take time for themselves..its hard isnt it? it is hard to be honest with ourselves...it is very hard to say the words that nobody hears..the ones we are afraid that people are going to judge us for..the ones that if people were to hear, they would look at us differently..as though we werent equal...but if we all could take off the masks we hide behind, the opinions we have created and the assumptions that hold us back. we would then see people at their most vulnerable state..we would care to love each other, selfish wouldnt even be a word, and unity is what we would created.. what has this world turned into..where lack of trust is common..lies are told instead of truth and betrayal is more common then the loyalty of ones word...what are you doing for the world today? To create something bigger then what you are..who you are...and what you will be.. Are you putting yourself aside? Or do you actually need to put yourself first, because you have put yourself off for so long, but fear holds you back, in fear that you will be viewed as a selfish person...but sometimes that is what we need to do to move forward..no matter how much it hurts..YOU MATTER!!! people want to give you back, what you continue to give..