Try not to judge me cause we have walked down different paths!

You know the past couple weeks, alot of things have changed for me..I have learned who my true friends are, I have learned who I can count on...and I have also learned who will judge me and who will talk behind my back when I dont even realize it. You know, I have come to accept today, I am not mad anymore for losing the people close to me that chose to walk away when I get married, when I get my piercing and when I get my tattoo's..I am truly not the one who is missing out, because I KNOW what I am doing! I dont need anyone telling me "how" to live my life....I, right now need in my life, is people to JUST love me, I need people, to be there to listen when I FEEL nobody else cares. If you dont agree with it, and I am still doing it, it doesnt mean I dont value your opinion. It has NOTHING to do with youu..it is the fact that I am happy with my choices, I am happy that I am FINALLY doing what I want and that is between me and God..You know what I have come to know about him? He is thee most incredible father, he takes time to listen when I am sad, when I am angry and he doesnt limit me of anything that I CHOOSE to do..He reminds me that, I live the consquences good or bad. He knows that the roads I choose may be rough, he knows that I have the strength in me and he knows that I am gonna learn life lessons that are going to help his children along the way..You know, these choices havent changed WHO I AM..they have may changed my persective on things and have become more understanding...but I have not once ever tried to MAKE someone understand what I am doing..If you agree with it, great! If you dont, thats okay too. I am not gonna punish YOU for not agreeing with it, but I will not allow you to stick around in my life, if you are going to tell me how to live it..Please dont change HOW you talk too just because I am not doing whaat you want..Dont look at me different because I am moving FORWARD...and dont talk CRAP about me, because you think I wont hear about it..Trust me honey, I will. You arent someone I will trust if you think that is okay :) I have come to understand today, the people who are mature enough, will take time to realize MY happiness is important no matter what that entitles because they UNDERSTAND that I will be the one who live with the consquences and they will express to me WHAT they have learned but never once force it upon me because they know one day I will understand as they do that I am not perfect..I am JUST me..opening my wings to find out the woman that I want to be! :)