The man you wish you knew :P

Soo I know this man, he has come SUCH a long way, he has taught me the road of forgiveness, found what it is like to walk down a hard long cold path.. when not everyone seems to agree with what simply makes him happy and finds his truest friends in the process... somewhere along the journey of his life that has lived before..we found each other a friend for eternity to go through every experience with. i was able to run into him and find a friend that i will hold onto for forever..he is my light, he is my world, he is my smile..he is the reason i live and stand tall this day...a man with such a big heart and will give this world a gift of his presence that you only find as you come into his path..happiness is one way to define him, unlike anything i have ever known...he has taught me trust to just simply believe and have hope where there is no way to believe in something we cant seem to see and love that is true..love that is dear to the soul..the kind that pierces the soul and lives on the journey of forever..he has taught me loyalty through the life long experiences we have encountered and found that we will get through anything in this life, that the world can give us. He has taught me the power in ownership and simply what burdens it lifts when we are honest with ourselves and the ones we love..to own who you are as a person and to not waver just because someone wants you to be who they want you to be...the most important thing that he could ever teach me is the road to forgiveness  reminds you that you deserve to live free of the mistakes you have made..what he has been able to give to me is a brand new life, a brand new way of looking at things, and most importantly a new way of trusting who I am and will be...i like to call it the best gift we could receive..one we all seem to struggle with so deep inside is to forgive all those who have hurt us..and he is one who does this quite well..and he sends us on our way to believe in a journey we all seem to try and find everyday..he gives you, that strength as you come in contact with this kind of man..it, we havent had the easiest road this past year together, but this long road we have endured together, tonight i stand before and tell you my promise, of never losing a man like him ever again...he is a man of respect, a man of willingness, he sees the deepest part of my heart and defines open minded..he is the man i run too the man i cant get enough of his presence and is with me everywhere I go in spirit and phyically..he is the man, i have learned to live for and lay my head down every night with a peace of mind after a day that i never felt it was possible to get through..he knows the places of my heart that NOT a soul will ever be and has been with me through everything and more...he amazes me in SO many ways every minute of everyday. he teaches me trusting your feelings is the only way to stay true to yourself and that openness is the only way we learn..he has defined talent with his abilites to work in a kitchen listening and advising, his selflessness to give more then he is asked and love to the ones soul cant deny..he has taught me to believe in God when I feel as though he has turned his back..and reminded me at our weakest hour, that is our time to be brave the longest...through this long road we have to endure such as life, i find joy with this man by my side...the man that my heart and soul confides in. His name is Raul Sanchez, the most amazing man who ever lived!! MUAH, iloveyouuu!!! Happy Birthday honey, you made this birthday SO incredible! thank you ALL the moments we have shared tonight, I have the best friend in the world :)